Thursday, June 17, 2010


i don't know how to use mac :( its freaking complicated... how i wish there's a mac for dummies with me wright now!!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

thats the way i am

Do you know how it feels like to be short of breath

When one prays to God to gift him the death

I’ll tell you what been an Asthmatic is like
Feeling little tubes in chest growing tight

Leaving you suffocating with loads on chest
Counting the breath until it comes to rest

Things fun for others acts as stimulus for me
Making me dull with cough, sneeze and wheeze

Being allergic to one thing or the other
A reason why I can’t live a life normal

Sometimes it’s a less trouble for me to live with
Other times its really a pain to be called living

The awfulness makes me think am about to die
There’s nothing that can help but to cry

I turn blue, chest in pain, myself unconscious
Threatening my life to get respiratory arrest

Feet cold, numbness in limb, palms begin to sweat
But most miserable is the burden I feel on chest

I get dizzy, and the head spins so fast
The voices I feel like coming to from far

The body feels feeble and the vision starts to blurs
The asthma leaves all my senses completely shut

I feel like being tied and locked in a small case
The air around is never enough for me to inhale

It may get so bad that I get admitted for days
Surviving with oxygen mask and family’s prays

Have to take pills and nebulizer twice a day
For just a breath, there’s a heavy price I pay

And when it’s all over, the breath is at peace
All my energy is drained, am left so weak

It is a suffering that can’t be fully cured
I have to take measures to keep it controlled

Have to stay away from things I quite adore
Flowers in garden, monsoon season, my pets at home

I can't stand the pity looks some people hold for me
Yet others make me laugh, they think Asthma is Sexy

To be an asthmatic is not fancy or a fun
I wouldn’t wish this problem for anyone

P/S : From last FRIDAY till TODAY u haunt me. EFFF UUUU ASTHMAA ;)

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

mara bahaya.

Last Friday or should i say early saturday, me and my buddies went to play futsal at HTO(near mydin USJ). After done with our futsal, on the way back, im driving my friends car using the first lane from the right on the road from summit towards sunway, while driving around 50-60km per hour , out of sudden this mercadese B170 on the 2nd lane turn right without giving any signals. I still remember, the words that came out from my mouth was "WTF" . I try to break, and honk but its useless, the MERS was too near, then BANG.. i hit the car on the driver seat.

After that, i looked at the mers driver, its a lady.. YES a lady, not only that she didnt give any signal to turn and also on the phone. When i asked her to turn away her car(because we land on the middle of the road) she act dumb and still on the phone. MY GOD, this is my first experience in car accident. The car i drove (avanza) bumper , head lamp , arm spoil but the mers only got a scratch and a little kemek.!!! damn unlucky that time, at the same time , my friend kena saman for having his driving license expired and after 2 hours after that, another of my friend went into accident hitting a police car...

LOL damn unlucky for all of us. So back to my story, then i went to make police report and went to see the inspector. According to the inspector it was my fault the accident happend because im driving in the wrong lane -_- " /SWT.. damn unlucky.. OH WELL, i learn my lesson well lah, the phrase "MAY DRIVING AT THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD LEAD U TO THE WRIGHT PATH" were never true

jauh ku meluncur jauh, semakin jauh, kanan kiriku tiada, hanya didepanku, Laju ku laju dan tuju kan ku tuju , hujung garis ku tawan terhitam putihlah jajahku,
Project EAR - marabahaya REMiX

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

post #1

I'm not in love,
It's just a faze that i'm going through,
I'm always looking for something new,
Don't go running away,
Oh i'm not in love,
I try to tell myself all the time,
I think i'm too young.

enrique iglesias - im not in love lyrics